Pieces of thought

Another day working in vivo. Nothing different from yesterday.But today i come to think that I am not good in socializing. Yeah! that's absolutely true! There may be a lot of people who hate me just because I don't know how to socialize properly.I don't know what to say when me and others together.. and i am scare to say anything coz my mind is keep thinking what if he don't like what i am saying.. or smth like that... NEGATIVE THOUGHTS*** Actually, i am also an ordinary human.. " I love to be loved and I hate to be hated" For me,I do not hate anyone... even though i may said somebody i hate them... but i didn't mean it. ok, second weakness is "ENGLISH"!! my english is really really lousy... that's make barriers in communications and socializing.. so must improve it. But anybody has any idea how to improve my english?? I will appreciate if u leave comment. I am sure .. my life will be better and happier if i can improve in socializing... Again... thinking too much!!! @_@ I think i am really an emo guy!! easily sensitive.. but then again it's a sign of humanity. :) Sleep well and sweet dreams everybody.. tomorrow have to go skool...